The memory grows short as the days go by. I find myself in places that apparently cater to people who came of age in the late 80s and early 90s. The music churns through the space and I find myself rocked as if a time warp has carried me back into those moments so long ago.
Last weekend it was 99 Red Balloons. Today, it is Marc Cohn’s “True Companion.” I remember his “Walking in Memphis” rocketed him into popularity. I owned the cassette tape. Long before I knew anything about his lines, the music called out to me.
Baby I’ve been searching like everybody else
Can’t say nothing different about myself
Sometimes I’m an angel
And sometimes I’m cruel
And when it comes to love
I’m just another fool
Yes, I’ll climb a mountain
I’m gonna swim the sea
There ain’t no act of God girl
Could keep you safe from me
My arms are reaching out
Out across this canyon
I’m asking you to be my true companion
True companion
True companion
Cohn’s lyrics stir beautiful images of what it means for a man to have gained a woman’s heart and trust, the greatest achievement he’ll ever gain Still, I’ve learned even more of what it means to be “companion.”
Lately, I’ve been thinking about the notion of a companion for a while. I’ve spoken with people over the past weeks who’ve had their trust betrayed when their partner broke bread with others. Others tell me about rejection they’ve experienced by someone whom they thought was their true companion. Another tells me that one has no worth without a true companion. Of course, we hear the heart-angst in each of these.
Literally, a companion is “someone with whom you break bread.” So our companions are those with whom we share table fellowship. That might mean eucharist (communion). Or it might mean a dinner date. It could even be Manwich and Preacher Cookies after a daylong, 350 mile trip to a health specialist.
Years ago I decided that I never wanted to be married to someone with whom I sat in silence when we went out to dinner. Why would two people who have nothing to say to one another break bread together? Since then, I’ve decided that maybe sometimes, the silence is necessary.
What makes a true companion? Who is yours? What is that person like?
*Note: I came upon Mary Elise (passiflora photography) who created the image above. I think her work is wonderful. If you click on “Springtime Companions,” it will take you to her website.